Id love to figure out how the human mind works, and how it decides what mood your going to be in for the day. Me, im usually a happy go lucky bitch, lately though, dunno, something's up. Its not PMS as many of my idiotic friends have pointed out, you only have pms for one week, not farken 3 weeks!! Alcohol usually eases the pain, but im not gonna keep going back to that, otherwise im gonna have to take more time out of my social agenda to go to AA meetings! I have recently hooked up with an old friend, so im not THAT single anymore, but i do think it has something to do with being alone so much of the time, as me and him dont see eachother on such a regular basis.. To me Sadness is a beautiful thing, it helps you express your emotions, but why does it have to hurt so much?...
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Sadness....
Id love to figure out how the human mind works, and how it decides what mood your going to be in for the day. Me, im usually a happy go lucky bitch, lately though, dunno, something's up. Its not PMS as many of my idiotic friends have pointed out, you only have pms for one week, not farken 3 weeks!! Alcohol usually eases the pain, but im not gonna keep going back to that, otherwise im gonna have to take more time out of my social agenda to go to AA meetings! I have recently hooked up with an old friend, so im not THAT single anymore, but i do think it has something to do with being alone so much of the time, as me and him dont see eachother on such a regular basis.. To me Sadness is a beautiful thing, it helps you express your emotions, but why does it have to hurt so much?...
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Hey Sam - Long time buddy.
Die lewe is vol emosies, party gaan lekker wees en party gaan nie so lekker wees nie. Maar jy moet deur die een gaan om by die ander een uit te kom..gaan sit en dink hoekom jy sad is, iewers in jou hard sal jy dit uitfigure, en dan dink jy aan 'n oplossing vir daai probleem----en as jy nie aan 'n oplossing kan dink nie, het jy altyd friends wat jou kan help aan een dink of even een vir jou kry.
Love you stax and stax
Hoop dit help
K
'...humanity defines its existence thru misery and suffering ..." agent Smith.
This isn't as depressing as it might sound, all it means is that if you've never been sad, you cannot be happy. Almost like an universal equiliser. Sad follows happy many times and drowning the sad doesn't cause happiness only longer sad until you've worked thru your feelings...
So on the other side of the sad happy is waiting for you.
I think you've just come to terms with yourself - perhaps realising that being happy shiny on the outside doesn't make you happy shiny on the inside.
The fact that you've broken a routine of emosional dependancy, although hurting right now, will teach you some valuable life lessons - make you stronger (and not in the poser 'bitch' way), teach you more about yourself, and give you time to experience more of the joys of life.
Enjoy the pain! As weird as it sounds it can be a great friend and teacher :-)
PS> Your first task in recovery is to send the alchohol in your liquor cabinet to me, in Stellies for "safe keeping" ;-)
I used to be into the "Oh, I am so unhappy, it feels so good" thing. Then I realized it's not constructive, and certainly not healthy. Over time, and with the help of friends and alcohol I managed to wean myself of my addiction to depression. I'd like to thank J&B, by the way.
These days, if I start feeling depressed I go gym (bring on the natural feelgood hormones, yeah baby) or just tell myself to stop being silly.
I realise men and women look at life differently, so perhaps this is not the way for everyone. I hope you get yourself sorted out soon. If not, please make a home video when you end things, and have it mailed to me; those things fetch a good price on the internet.
LOL, tks justin and adriaan, i can always count on you guys to cheer me right up !! lol! i will certainly send you the tape a, certainly, and j, ill post the alcohol 2morro, much love peeps!
you know what i told you.. use it.. and take over the world.. o yes.. with your ooomf you can have anything your heart desires. use it.
Are you referring to a strap-on, anonymous?
GreenDemo .. She has a power that a lot of women don’t have in them, and that is called her ooomf… almost like mojo...its actually scary how much power this chick has in her personality.. Wow its turns me on. Grrroowl sexy Sam
Hay Beautiful.
Everyone is sad in there live. Me, well was happy the last while with a very funny mood swing every now and then..... Guese it was my PMS..... LOL.
Remember your friends are always there for you, Just push on there buttons. I'll proberly be down for a while after to day.
Alchol, not always the answer.
That tape, Dare to go that far and I'll come and get you six feet under just to kick your ars! LOL.
And for that oooomf. Darn I have to agree on that, that something in the personality is just enouth to make someone's day.
Girl just hang on, every thing will work out.
Lovies Grem.
Hay Beautiful.
Everyone is sad in there live. Me, well was happy the last while with a very funny mood swing every now and then..... Guese it was my PMS..... LOL.
Remember your friends are always there for you, Just push on there buttons. I'll proberly be down for a while after to day.
Alchol, not always the answer.
That tape, Dare to go that far and I'll come and get you six feet under just to kick your ars! LOL.
And for that oooomf. Darn I have to agree on that, that something in the personality is just enouth to make someone's day.
Girl just hang on, every thing will work out.
Lovies Grem.
You recently broke up with someone, and you say that you are seeing someone new not serous but he is there. I have seen my fair share off pain and honestly to jump from one relationship to another will never make you happy sweety. It will only hide the scars and the puss will soon infect your entire soul. You are wonderful I have also seen that to be true, but make yourself happy now, do what makes you happy(no strap-ons needed;-), maybe later). Your Young your first real relationship ended, your growing. Thats what makes emotions so brilliant. Just when you think they have sucked you dry and left you alone in the dark. The burst off light just open your soul to make you feel at ease again.
In time you will see that every sadness needed to be felt, appreciated and thrown away.
And yes you have lots off people who care about you, just look at the traffic on your blog.....and you can always come talk too me, you know I understand ya skanky ass.
Kiss kiss.
SAM, Ich mag Geschlecht, hihihihi
Anonym, gehen saugen weg von einem Hund, den du Bumser bemutterst!!
Hmmmmmmm...Maybe everyone must get a chance to tell their sad tale here. I mean since all is going on...and on...and on...Come on people. There are kids without a place to stay. People dying of hunger.Fathers beating mothers, kids abusing anything you can think off.
Priest: Johnny u shouldn't drink,
ur 5 years old?
Johnny: That's nothing, had sex when
I was 3.
Priest: How did that happen?
Johnny: Dunno....I was drunk!
Get off your asses, smell the roses and enjoy what you have. Life is good, and feel it....it's great! Even if your mommy said you was, a great mistake! Sam, I hope you feel better pretty soon, coz seeing you sad is making me sad.
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